This is my first post for about two months now. I know some of you have been disappointed that I haven't been writing. I am back, and plan on finishing my journey.
I have been in a small slump lately. I have been struggling internally for some time now, and it doesn't seem to be getting much better. Although my "Journey Through The Bible" has helped me more than I could even explain. My "slumpness" still remains. I have having an extremely difficult time finding where I am, and what to do in life. I find that people I want to be close with are deceiving me.
I feel like I have fallen down the rabbit hole. But instead of finding myself like Alice did. I feel like this hole is making me lose myself.
I'm not sure what to do. I have decided that while I am in this slump, I will not read the Bible. I do not want my negative thoughts and mind to tamper with the words and essence of God. Right Now, God is all I have left.
I cant move. I cant go forward or back. Life right now is difficult.
Kale
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ReplyDeleteI know the feeling..Everyone around me seems to hate me. I feel no purpose or feelings at all. I started my nite thinking it would be a fun and awesome nite. I ended up sitting alone for hours..
ReplyDeleteI lost myself a long time ago. I would go to church and talk to God..
I also had to stop reading and going..My mood wasn't good for God.
My past just catches up with me..Over and Over..
Your not alone Kale.
When you really don't want to read the Bible, is when you really should try Kale. I have been thinking about you a lot. God's truth is bigger than the circumstance your in, and I know for a fact that God cares for you so much. He always has time for you.
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