"Life" Starring: Kale English

I had a numerous amount of people contact me after my last blog post, asking me if I was ok.

I'm very sorry if the last post caused speculation to my whereabouts.

Yes, I'm Fine!

I doing very well. Although it has been a few weeks since I have last picked up my Bible. I still feel very connected and drawn to it. I think of the Bible often. I relate it to everyday situations and it often helps me with my decisions.

I had recently thought about saying "bye bye" to my theater career, but I do feel like God is trying his hardest to let me know that I shouldn't. I think he is know speaking to me in a more obvious way than ever before.

I often wonder about Audrey Hepburn, and if there was ever a time when she once thought of giving up on her career. I'm sure at one point she did. I'm sure that at one point she did tell herself that it was just too hard. However, today she is now known as the Greatest Actress of All Time (don't hate, she totally is).

I don't think anyone truly understands anyone else. I hear advice daily on what I should and shouldn't do, and none of it ever sounds like what I should do. Having said this, is all the extremely sought after, highly intelligent advice I give to my loved ones just blown off. Would God prefer for us to turn to him, or would he want us to ask our loved ones, and learn to trust them help guide us. Struggling with that right now I reckon.

Life is like waiting tables. Sometimes when you get to work, there are people there that your happy to see, and sometimes when you get there, there are people you wish you never had to see again, but you have to.

I truly think that the reason God does not want us to hate others, is not because its "bad". I think he knows that everyone that comes into our life plays a part. Whether they set a bad or good example. Whether the relationship is long lasting or short lived. and Whether you choose to surround yourself with them or not.

Having said this, I am extremely pleased with the people I have chosen to surround myself with. I do have to say that I miss my sister, Holly. Shes a great sister. Ive just been really busy.

Just the other day I had a small "blast from the past". With two old coworkers (bosses) of mine. It was great seeing them. The meeting told me that it was possible to leave behind a certain part of your life that should be left behind, but you never have to leave out the people you care about.

It was great seeing them, I hope I get to see them again very soon.

I adore life. Life is the greatest gift I have ever received. There will never be one to match it (ipad). I have made so many new friends over the last few months and couldn't be happier. Although I can get in my slumps, and sometimes for a day or two I'll pull a Meryl (Streep).

Life is good.

So, like the endings of all my posts. I ask the question. What is next? What is the next step? Where am I going to? But the most Important questions of all is, Who will be there with me?

Kale